she doesn't care
and he doesn't mind
she doesn't look like anything
and he isn't anything
they don't fit together by logic
but by reliance and self-dependence
they're jigsaw pieces that aren't available in red or white
black, yellow and green are the only colours available
and
the red splash
is all they leave
habits are harder to break than bones by ticktickboom24, literature
Literature
habits are harder to break than bones
"i haven't run away for a while. i'd almost forgotten how nice the feeling is of punishing them for not caring, and walking back in to open arms and crying. it almost makes me want to run away, and never come back. almost.
but no coming back means no delicious 'yes-this-is-how-i-feel-constantly,-now-you-know' look to shove in their faces, no one-up on them, and, perhaps the most taunting of all, no recognition. so maybe i'm better just being a fly on the wall, rather than an active (willing?) hurting participant."
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"running is a force of habit. i stopped caring where i ran to, stopped remembering who i was running from or who i was runni
hellooooo fellow artists... yes, I am still alive :P
hopefully I'll be more active on here again now, as I'm on new medication that makes it easier for me to actually do stuff, like talk to people :)
started making jewellery again to keep the depression at bay - spent loads of money on shiny shiny beads and pretty coloured threads :D
have a blog now too, but only posted about three times so far
if anyone's interested, my blog is: mentalhealthjour...